I learned that I am capable of things. that despite of my lacking social communication ability, what matter most is inside you, in your heart and head and soul.  that even though I don’t say and show things that much, people can appreciate. because at the end of day, people don’t care about perfunctory skills and lame excuses. just be humble about things, because great things will come your way. 

remember this, “speak your truth quietly and clearly, and LISTEN to others, even the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story.” make that “STORIES”

2010- Pangasinan, Hundred Islands, PH

2011- Broadbeach, Goldcoast, AU

well I pretty much maintained my weight since last year but I think I’m gaining it all back (the 40 pounds I lost). I can’t really focus right now on losing weight because of some things blocking my way aka studies. I don’t know but if i’m really busy, I need to eat more because I think I needed more energy and food really helps me to focus. right? ok fine that’s a lame excuse. but whatever, I’m gonna go to the gym tomorrow. pshhh

nagbibilang ng kung anong di malaman.  pampalipas oras na hindi mo mamalayang ang bilis lang ng oras at panahon. patapos ka na, paumpisa pa lang ako.

COOL

1- Laptop, because of editing stuffs in school

2- wallet op cors

3- 2 cellphone, the black one is my phone, reason why i’m using the silver one is because they don’t want me to buy my credit load, they let me use the spare postpaid phone (they’re not using it anyway)  so you ask why I just can’t transfer the simcard in my phone? because even though it doesn’t have credit, I can use free Internet (sometimes) If I transfer the postpaid simcard in my phone, Internet’s working. dunno why. HAHA

4- tablet. I don’t know why I’m bringing this to school but I always assume I might use it there, but it turns out, up to this day, I haven’t used it there :))

5- notebook

6- headphone, In editing class, It’s required to bring our own headphone, so yeah. earphone, haha

7- hardrive, all of my files, projects, videos, etc. it’s there. 

8- tissue, as a famous sniveler, I always bring my pocket tissue. damn you nose.

9- muesli bars, sometimes, they’re useful, sometimes they’re not. 

10- usb stick, even though I have my hard drive, I always make sure I bring my own usb stick. 

Dear Paps and mama,

Chest to chest, Nose to nose, Palm to palm,

We were always just that close,

So how come i reach out my finger? It feels like more than distance between us

in this California VILLAGE, when there’s thousand miles apart,

I’ve been California wishin’ on this star for US

my California Family.

day 23 - something you crave for a lot

my tita’s chicken adobo. DROOOOL T_____T 

I miss her heaps!

I don’t know. but I know I’m different because of some weird unknown reason #GULO

 I think all of us is different, all of us has different style, different #SWAG

someone I don’t know. I want to have someone who is not my friend, friend’s friends, or a family friend. someone who will talk to me at a train station or someone I met in a street, talk random things, instant connection. but of course none of this will happen in real life.